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Journal Entry: Fri Apr 18, 2008, 2:33 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: All That I got- The Used
  • Reading: Eclipse
  • Watching: Twilight Trailers
i am hurting pretty bad right now...

from loneliness

i want someone to love me...

in other words, i am wanting a boyfriend. i just want someone to be there for me...someone to laugh with...someone who likes me for who i am...not what i have to offer....is that so hard to ask?

i know i'm pretty much unattractive, fat, and "obsessed"

but i wanna cry so bad right now...i've never felt so lonely...it's one of those feelings like you know there is probably someone out there waiting for you, but you can't get to them no matter how hard you wish for them or reach for them...

it just hurts so bad...! out of my all 18 years...i've never felt this so bad or depressed about it...

i just want someone tangible and wonderful

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AWWWW now your making me SAD ;~;
What about the best friend you have?

You shouldn't feel that way, it doesn't make life pretty.
I used to feel that way back in MiddleSchool/2 1/2 years of Highschool

But Now I'm great, and I feel good about myself.

owo
I can't tell you, how to feel you gotta feel it yourself.
and i can't say.
He'll come soon cause, -shrugs- who knows.

Friends make you, HAPPY.
You don't always need, boyfriend.
People get along just fine being single

You said, all the boys in your school where hella jerks, so that's good that you didn't date them.

Just duke it out a little longer, I'm sure when you get to college, you'll find LOTS of friends and people who like you, and boys that like you and aren't shallow like those, prepubescent little high school boys.

;~; IF ONLY I was there, I'd totally make the best of it and we'd have MAJOR fun to take it off your mind.
My friend has felt like this before.
I know my KOII loves you isn't working because I'm no where near you but i do ._.


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Kokkoii-Matoku's Number one rule:
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Live it, Learn it, Love it
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Things you need to know about yourself:
1. You are NOT unattractive :c
2. You are NOT fat D:
3. You are NOTTTTTTTTT obsessed ;A;
4. You need a hug? ;_______; :heart: :hug:

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Way away,
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Way away,
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Thank you Koii-chan!

but I want a BOY to love me...not as friends...I'm tired of reading, watching, drawing it...I want to EXPERIENCE it...I dun want to draw what I can;t experience forever...

I've never had ANYONE...and it makes me feel lonely...

I have a friend, but I coould never talk to him about this...he's only 16...he wouldn;t understand...

._.


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Yes plz ;w;

I just...am so alone...

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i understand what you mean just a while ago i was feeling very sad and i wanted someone just to understand me and to love me for me not just for my appearence cause i dont have anything to offer from just that but i was feeling really sad and i almost started crying but then just talking to my friends and having fun i got over it and i hope that you can do the same

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go mister Henry
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well, the thing is...I dun HAVE any friends...so whenever something like this hits...I'm all alone ._.

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You're not alone, though ;____;
Natsu, we all love you, and your friends in RL love you, and we love you because you're such an awesome and amazing person >':

*HUGS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ;A; :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:*

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Way away,
away from here I'll be
Way away,
away so you can see
Thank yuuuuuu...but I dun have any freinds but one in RL ;w;

This really means a lot, thank you :hug:

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Aaah DA ate part of the comment D:

"And if a boy doesn't realize that, what an amazing and wonderful person you are, then it's his loss, right? ;3; :heart:"

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